“Dear Future Me” is a series in which Shohei Koyama—poet and owner of JIYUCHO — delivers poetic words in Japanese and English, like letters to his future self that trace the subtleties of everyday life. I hope this becomes a place like your mailbox where postcard poems arrive.

Knock

Knock

Knock knock  knock knock

The ache of going unnoticed

Yet to feel it

is to know I still exist

so I stay a little longer

foolishly, tenderly


Knock knock  knock knock

I call in the name of “new”

I return again in the name of “courage”

Before the door called world

toward the room called reality

I go

with my friend called dream

and my partner called hope


Knock knock  knock knock

That person too

that child too

that athlete, that musician

I hear them

each knocking, with their dreams and hopes beside them

and I see

they opened it

into you


About this piece

What did you think or feel after writing and reading this poem?

When I realized that dreams are friends and hope is a companion, I felt kind of happy. Turns out I’ve been friends with them all along, and maybe since way back.

When did you write it, and under what circumstances?

While listening to my favorite band’s new album.

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A letter that you can send to yourself one year from now, a regular mail that looks back on the month and summarizes it in one volume, a monthly collection of essays, etc. Products that color the time you spend facing yourself. You can enjoy it at home. Feel free to try it, by all means.