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今朝の落書き

オーナー小山が日々書く詩やエッセイ
考え事、悩み事の言葉たち

by Shohei Koyama

日差しを浴びるに限る日のこと

「好きなこと言いたいだけなのに」

壇上でそう嘆いたコメディアンを思い出す。
どうしてだろう、
そうなったのは。

どうしてだろう、
同じように思った僕は。

何かと誰かに、
ああしたほうが、こうしたほうがと言わたり、
何かと僕らは、
ああしたほうがこうしたほうがと言ってみたり。

そう言う割には昨日の誰かの服装も、表情も、言葉も仕草も大してちゃんと思い出せない見ていやしない人と人。

悲しい程に同じ話ばかりの画面の中。
愛おしい程切なく広がる今日の青空。

きっと僕らはひとりじゃない。
その嬉しさと息苦しさの両方に慣れ親しんで、今日まで生きた今日の僕。

声高らかに「好きだ」と叫んだいつかの僕を、この青空に思い出す。

本日も落書きを読んで下さりありがとうございます。こういう時は、日差しを浴びるに限るよね。

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About JIYUCHO owner Koyama

Began writing poetry as a student. Deeply moved by Shuntaro Tanikawa’s Two Billion Light-Years of Solitude, where physical laws were expressed in beautiful words. While wandering the world, continued writing poetry and founded a company at the age of 27. In May 2018, released TOMOSHIBI POST, a web service that allows people to send letters to their future selves. In August 2019, opened JIYUCHO in Kuramae, Tokyo. In December 2023, opened FUTO, a poetic café and second location. In August 2024, published the poetry collection The World at Last, with You and Me. Graduated from the Department of Physics, Faculty of Science, Tokyo University of Science. Studied abroad in Seattle, Washington, USA, for one year during university.

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A letter that you can send to yourself one year from now, a regular mail that looks back on the month and summarizes it in one volume, a monthly collection of essays, etc. Products that color the time you spend facing yourself. You can enjoy it at home. Feel free to try it, by all means.

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