Dear Future Me Dear Future Me
“Dear Future Me” is a series in which Shohei Koyama—poet and owner of JIYUCHO — delivers poetic words in Japanese and English, like letters to his future self that trace the subtleties of everyday life. I hope this becomes a place like your mailbox where postcard poems arrive.
You can read the previous series
“This Morning’s Drawing” here→
Nora

I wake in downtown Tokyo
pour barley tea
sit down still with my wild bed hair
It feels as if right here right now is all that exists
Morning comes to me at last
and the fast-forwarding present slips into just now into that moment
I think I glimpsed a stray cat somewhere
noon turns to dusk and weariness shows on the face
Changing trains passing through the shadows of towers
to see a jazz singer born and raised in a faraway metropolis
beyond the Pacific across the continent’s edge
Her singing reaches me as gently as the piano
the drums the bass
as if she were reading aloud a letter
I understand
I look around and everyone seems the same
quiet as though we have vanished from Tokyo
melted between the shadows of buildings
or fallen between now and just now just now and that moment
hidden from all yet here
The stray cat I must have seen there
Don't know why
but I know it is true
What is the name of this feeling
what lies between now and just now
The applause fades
I slip between the buildings
and fall asleep in downtown Tokyo
About this piece
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- When did you write it, and under what circumstances?
- If this poem were turned into a song, what would it sound like?