“Dear Future Me” is a series in which Shohei Koyama—poet and owner of JIYUCHO — delivers poetic words in Japanese and English, like letters to his future self that trace the subtleties of everyday life. I hope this becomes a place like your mailbox where postcard poems arrive.

You can read the previous series
“This Morning’s Drawing” here→

Looking Far Away

Looking Far Away

Looking Far Away


I look into the distance

following the back of a bird

flying off toward somewhere else


I like white paper

because black letters seem able

to exist there on their own

as if they accept the same loneliness I do


There was someone who said

when you keep a sense of ease

and think a little ahead

you forget what is right in front of you

and someone else replied

that is because you carry ease with you

and leave no room in your luggage


As I kept staring far away

my fingertips grew cold

something I thought I heard

on the riverbank


Are there really words without meaning

the meaning of meaningless exists

so perhaps there are no words

without meaning after all

hmm hmm


I wonder whether that exchange

meant anything at all

the thought came

and disappeared quickly

on the way home


Something I want to write

that was how you described

something you once wrote

was it a dog

or was it a cat


When people try to see

something very far away

they set off

on a small treasure hunt


They ask about distant things

and when they return

having found something

they seem a little kinder


Dusk

through the night

morning rises

perhaps something was found

I wake to a gentle voice

and move

toward the white light


About this piece

What did you think or feel after writing and reading this poem?

Ease is something you carry.

If this poem were turned into a song, what would it sound like?

I’d like to ask my friend’s band in Seattle called PLASH to do it.